Last night was the Parish Lunch, next week is Synod and a debate about whether we can, or cannot, stay in the Church of England, to whom will go most of the proceeds of last nights dinner and raffle, to pay the Parish Share. We have fund raised for years to pay the share and save money for improvements to the building which we love and which belongs to the CofE, in which we have been proud and happy to play our not inconsiderable part. We have sent representatives to synod, we have been involved in Deanery chapters and meetings, we have worked with our fellows in other Churches, we have prayed for our Bishops and Archbishops and we have welcomed our Diocesan Bishop to our Church many, many times. Many of our fellows support and love us, our Archdeacon cannot work out why we are one of the only Churches in his area which is growing and our Bishop has supported us - except in his voting patterns in Synod which came like a kick in the proverbials when you least expect it.
Next week we find out if our unswerving loyalty and our constant hand of friendship to those who, occasionally, would ignore it, has been in vain. Next week is the last chance, but whatever happens, I sat in a room last night with sixty people who will not give up come what may and I sit in a Church every Sunday with far more who will be pretty formidable fighters, committed to remaining in a Church by hook or by crook. I know far more potential Non Jurors than I know potential converts. We have a history of dissent at Saint Hilda's, from the erection of the iron Church and the first aumbry within it, to the 'no Popery' demonstrations which attacked us, to court cases over six candles and incense, our foundation stone states 'This Catholic Church...', in short, we are not for giving up. We have stuck it out before under a hostile governance and can do so again - but we are perfectly happy, indeed we would rather - just carry on, with the safeguards that we need, which we all need.
It is my unwavering belief that the world will come to realise it needs the Church again, in this country and many others and furthermore, it will respond to a Church which is not afraid to tell the truth under pressure and to preach the Gospel without wavering under the tremendous onslaught of post modernist secularism which creeps in from all angles like sweet smelling medicine, entering every crack in society and the Church with its promises of relief and a removal of pain and angst. Addiction leads to more problems, however, even to the rejection of the potential of the human soul and the presence of God. A Church which is organised, which looks outside the Parish system, which gives the basis for the sanctification of our human lives and the presence of God, in and out of season - that will attract people and eventually will reform the Church of England. If it remains within it, if it is given the possibility of staying within it. Confirmations at Walsingham anyone?
This morning, on Radio 2, Christina Rees, whose pressure group to rid the Church of Anglo Catholics in favour of the 'new diversity' of doing whatever Christina tells you, mentioned that God loves us even when we are not doing anything, a lesson I wish she would take to heart next week, but WATCH has called for its members to fast on Wednesday next week, to petition the Lord to destroy His own Church and allow it to deny His own teachings.
All these things, I am convinced, will pass and eventually people will turn again to a Church, and it would have to be the Church of England, I feel, for there are the people who need us, which is not scared to preach the Gospel undiluted. It has brought the Church out of torpor and sin before and will do so again. It's just going to be hard work, that's all.